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Friday, October 28th, 2005

Subject:hmm
Time:3:02 am.
So I don't know if this will be successful, since like.. I dont really LJ that much anymore, but here it goes:

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over these words right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want - good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) by what people remember about you.
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005

Subject:hmm.
Time:2:54 am.
Are we all meant to love and be loved by somebody?

My heart was been broken, once. Put back together after dating, once. And guess what, my heart is broken again. Is there a man out there that can put together these 1000 pieces of Robbie's heart? Is it worth it to try and work things out.. or are some pieces just lost?
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005

Subject:Sometimes
Time:2:54 pm.
Sometimes I feel like I suck at life.
Sometimes I know I made the wrong decision.
Sometimes I let people down.
Sometimes I wonder what this song is going through my head.
Sometimes I wish I would quit living.
Sometimes i'm glad I still am.
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Sunday, April 17th, 2005

Subject:ah.
Time:2:41 am.
i failed myself. fuck it hurts to take responsibilty. grow up robbie.
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Subject:TIME FUCKING FLIES.
Time:2:35 am.
Damn its been almost 2 months since we last talked too, but seems like just yesterday? I wonder if that's good or bad.
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Subject:Fuck a duck dude, I just want to be done.
Time:2:27 am.
Why is it that I still can't get over it? Stupid little fucking things remind me of him everyday. I was driving in my car today and this fucking Lindsay Lohan song came on and I started bursting into tears. I'm thinking, I really did love him, no matter how much I say I don't know.

Time stops for no one
And moves on unaware
It's easy not to notice
It's easy not to care
Conversation circles
There's money changing hands
I've been standing in the middle
I've been caught up in despair
Out of the confusion
The static and the noise
You got my attention
You make me wanna

Live, like it's the last moon rising
Scream, just like no one's there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you, love you
Like it's the very last moment in time

It seems like I woke up
Beneath a different sky
And I'm drunk on what I'm seeing
Through these open eyes
All the little ways you move me
All the places you expose
The illusion I held onto
You've got me letting go
I just wanna stay here
Soaking up the rain
Falling all around me
Wash the world away

Live, like it's the last moon rising
Scream, just like no one's there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you, love you
Like it's the very last moment in time

Let me feel you next to me
Let me taste the breath you breathe
Open up the space between us

Live, like it's the last moon rising
Scream, just like no one's there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you, love you
Like it's the very last moment in time

Live, like it's the last moon rising
Scream, just like no one's there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you, love you
Like it's the very last moment in time
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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005

Subject:I'm Sorry..
Time:12:55 pm.
I'm writing a song called "I'm Sorry".. it's going to be fucking amazing, i promise.
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005

Subject:for hating you i blaim myself..
Time:1:33 am.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005

Subject:I miss you.
Time:12:09 am.
Life is really fucking complicated, I don't know why, I have so many questions, no answers, and all I can think about are the times that we had together.

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'm going to go cry some more.
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Friday, February 25th, 2005

Time:12:59 am.
Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
You dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long, til I called you mine
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you now I get what I want
Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you now I get what I want
Since you been gone

You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you been gone (since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know, that I get
I get what I want

Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone



oh and fuck you


--- One of my fantastic friends (ASHLEY) posted that, and I just thought i'd post it in my LJ too. I love you Ash <3
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005

Time:11:48 pm.
I love Ashlee Simpson and Ryan Cabrera. That is all.
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Friday, January 21st, 2005

Time:10:54 pm.
The best things in life are free.

It was free to delete two numbers out of my cell phone tonight, with two people I NEVER want to associate with again, but will have to later this week. DAMN.

It was hard, but I got to look out for myself, and damn is shit talking some shit!

Starbucks Coffee Mission Statement says (in a nutshell) a lot treating each other with respect and dignity, that applies to every partner in our company, maybe we should all start this best practice.

- Robbie
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005

Subject::)
Time:12:19 am.


Toxic by Britney Spears





"It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me "

Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.




Would you have expected anything else? Seriously.
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004

Time:12:56 am.
My Starbucks partners came up to me and said something that made me cry for a few minutes.
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004

Subject:Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays.
Time:10:23 am.
I've had a fantastic Christmas so far. I opened gifts with my family last night (an event before hand was 30x better than any gift I could ever get) but I did get an X-Box with HALO 2. !!!!!!!!!!!! I was ecstatic. Shane got me the Goldeneye Rogue Agent game which totalllllllllly kicks ass too, and I will be a video game a holic soon. I called Brad, Kimmie Wimmie, Jessie, and Stephanie to tell him that they totally kick ass as friends and that they mean a lot to me. Okay enough of that gooshy stuff.



"So I said to myself, Self I said..."
Robbie
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Friday, December 10th, 2004

Time:11:26 pm.

Cookie Generator
by Hutta


Found that humorous. :)

Weekend:
Saturday: 9:45 AM - 3:45 PM Work
Rest of the night: Study my ass off for PSY 101 Final

Sunday: 9 - 11:30 AM Work @ 107
12 - 5:30 PM Work @ Bell 'n' Grand
That night: OCEAN'S 12. :)
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004

Subject:Holla for a Dalla, Balla!
Time:10:42 pm.
Mood: rejected.
So i've been working at 107th and Indian School a lot lately, and I sort of miss it. It's a lot of fun, and the partners at that store make me miss it even more. Then I went into Bell & Grand today and was totally blown away about how beautiful the store was and I love it there too. Constantly being set up for success at B&G, but more partners my age (that live by me) at 107.. i'll just continue to work my double jobs. (My paycheck was like 700 on Friday ((Holla for a dolla!))).

My boo's been sick all week and I haven't spent anytime with him since like Wednesday. :( I've been hanging out with my Starbucks peeps a lot though, so i've been alright.

Most of my classes end this week, yay!

      
myself is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator
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Subject:That damn "Lose my Breath" song is sooooo fucking catchy.
Time:10:41 am.
I've definitely been listening to that damn Destiny's Child song "Lose my Breath" a lot a lot a lot lately, it's so fucking upbeat and the beats are so different from anything else out there right now.

It's foggy and hard to drive :-\
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004

Subject:S T A R B U C K S *$ C O F F E E
Time:11:02 pm.

Reallllllllly busy weekend at Starbucks locations around the valley. Thanksgiving weekend is the weekend for retail America though.

The Starbucks Christmas Party is on Wednesday, and i'm totally stoked for it, dude. I have a hot outfit, a cute date, and potentially either going to throw / go to a kickass afterparty. ~ !

Well, i'm off to go to bed, have to wake up at 5 in da mornin'.

 

"You can't catch me i'm the gingerbread man!!!11" - Lame quote from The Simple Life 2.

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Friday, November 26th, 2004

Subject:What a FANTASTIC day.
Time:11:37 pm.
Mood: happy.

I went shopping today and damn was it busy! It was fun though and I bought a lot of random shit including (pictures ROCK)!

That's just to give you a small taste.

In other news, i'd like to say I have taken for granted a good thing in my life, but he's wonderful to me, and I love him <3.

Work was crazy, but hello there's like a huge shopping centre at Bell & Grand, and duh it's the day after Thanksgiving.

 

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